Looks like it's
time for me to drop out of Yeshiva again.
What's up with this total bullcrap of all yeshivas trying to
be the most religious? What ever happened to those yeshivas
for screw-ups; the one's with rabbis who were able to relate
to us on OUR level? It seems that now nobody cares about
that. They just want to have more rules, longer hours, and
be more annoying to their students than ANY OTHER YESHIVA IN
THE ENTIRE WORLD!
What absolutely eats away at my testicles are those Yeshivas
that open up to be different than the others; the ones that
are there to cater towards people who do other things with
their life, like work, or go to school...and then, three
years later, they turn their back on the very people they
opened up their yeshiva for in the first place. It becomes
time to "change". Why? What was wrong with what they had
before? I don't know. They bug their guys to wake up at 5:30
in the morning to be in yeshiva for minyan, or they bug them
when they need to leave 20 minutes early on Tuesdays to go
to a college class which they couldn't possibly schedule at
any other time. Isn't this yeshiva designed to work around
college schedules? Weren't you offering to be different than
those buggy rebbeim and annoying yeshivas, last year when
you picked me off the street and asked me kindly if I wanted
to learn some Gemora, no strings attached?
It was nice back then, in the days right after I joined the
yeshiva. The rabbi's were cool with me. They let me show up
when I wanted and were only happy to see me. But now they've
fell into the hands of doom, like the rabbis from my grade
school, who only gave me pain and torture if I wasn't able
to concentrate one day, or threatened to kick me out of
school if I took a small job on the side..
Oh well.. I guess I'll just have to go snort that cocaine I
was storing away in my drawer because my rabbi's are no
longer able to communicate with me.